Wednesday, August 17, 2016

Beyond depression

It was clear that there is a great truth hidden in shark DNA and skeletal remains, but that does not matter to me, nothing does, well, that's not true, entirely, and because a tiny fragment of hope remains, I continue. But, this is beyond depression. It is not at all chemical, it is not just mental nor emotional, but it is best seen in an episode of "Once Upon a Time" where Snow White touches a unicorn horn and sees her unborn child as an older girl who is going to kill her and Snow cried out, I am your mother! To which she captures the sentiment exactly and replies, "It doesn't matter." or something that means that it does not hold the importance it should.

I just do not want to try anymore. My strength just doesn't matter, I do not care to try, though I should. It has been called drpression, but this is not that. It is beyond depression.

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