prayer

?I fully believe in prayer, and so I feel like I don't have to make a choice that is beyond myself, I will simply pray and respect the reply.

My choice

I'm not sure I am going to come to any serious conclusion yet, cause I want to think this out, the consequences being eternal and all.

I have always been in love with Brandall, and I still am, and although Nick is so wonderful and has been great to me, I have always been troubled by the fact that I cannot get over Brandall, I only do what I have to because he forces me.

I do not think anyone will approve and there is no easy way to do things, but I do love him and I want to be with him forever. I think so highly of him.