I understand

I understand something that has long troubled me, but I hope you don't.

I cannot even suggest it to your thoughts, lest you grasp it and I be considered a divulger of this great secret.

Consider it, a conspiracy and I a casualty.

I, for myself, find peace and wish the same for anyone else who has wondered why God said knowing would cause death.

Not worth it

Whatever I thought was worth it, anyone could plainly see it is not at all a good trade. It is not worth what I am and even slready have given.