New Era?

I think this is the beginning of a new era. Ok, that was cheesy, and the name of a magazine, but I swear that was a coincidence. I was just trying to think of the word to apply for the way I feel about this. I don't care about getting to a particular point or even where I am going. I just feel like the moment itself will be of such perfection that I would use the moment to define all time before or hereafter.

In church a lady told about her struggles and how she and her family were without a home, but she had the faith to believe that if Heavenly father wanted her here (in Layton, in this case) then he would take care of arranging a home. She didn't need the details. And those are the kind of people that I associate with. cool, huh?

I no longer worry about if I am pretty enough or smart enough or all around good enough. I'll just asume that I'm not, but regardless I will be loved for being who I am, and that will not make me complaceant, like it seems. It will drive me on to want to be all that I can be... la la la in the army. No, but I bet that's what you were thinking, too.

The song I want to write is about sex, but not the stuff others try to sell. I think alot of that stuff is really just reguritated smut. I mean, yeah I even previously learned that the act of having sexual intercourse is meaningless and practically pointless, like taking recreational drugs. So we have children to give our actions purpose, I want to write about the thing Seely Booth was referring to in the TV program "Bones". I am facinated by two people trying to occupy the same space kinda thing. Lacy liked a song biological and I figured it would be the case because she represents the science side of everything, My own upbringing is a religious one, but I think there is a place where they both meet and agree perfectly.

I have been such a place as I fought so ferverently inside. My battle was waged between my heart (how I felt or religion) and it's beliefs and my mind (how I thought or science) and it's beliefs. Finally, I have peace so I know there must be a way for the two to find a common ground. A reasonable religion or a moral science, maybe?