I think I am going to do it, first I wanted to get my teeth fixed, but, oh well. I simply cannot bear life here anymore, but I must think of the kids, still if Brandall doesn't bring them, I suppose Joseph and Mary will be alright, better than alright, here.
Where I go and what I do doesn't really matter so much to me.
(Note:another note written in 2011 and published now)